Melancholy Musings: 28.
I’m sinking I’m falling I’m so so alone and everyone keeps leaving and I want to cry out to them to stay because I need them I need someone to care and to be there and to tell my that it’s okay and I’m okay and I am loved and validated and everything will be okay. But there’s no one.
“I’ll leave…
"One improves by learning to be productively ashamed of who one is."
Alain de Botton (via friggindonovan)
27.
Everyone’s moving on. But I’m still here. Everyone wants more. But I’m stuck trying to find enough. Everyone has lost me. But it’s okay, because I might have lost myself.
I feel hopeless.
I feel so alone.
I feel suicidal.I’m so sick of feeling.
I guess I just became too much, even for those who said they’d never leave. I am misunderstood, but no one cares anymore. Surrounded by lies, I’ll confront my demise, and watch it slowly kill me.
